I missing the feeling of a titian
Journal Entry: Sat Jul 5, 2008, 11:25 PM
I missing the feeling that I was unstoppable, that nothing can top me and that I am and will be the best. I feel nothing like that now, I feel mortal, weak and that the odds are against me.
I had to get a job at a tourist store to pay the bills. I stand and check people out. It is mind aching work and what kills me, hours go past there instead of doing my comic or at less talking and being with the people I care about and love. I get insulated there, treated badly or just make jokes to have a second move faster. I am smarter and I know I one day and I will, be something more then these people.
So what are my opinions? Hide, whip out or just bitch about it and do nothing? Nope, time to become a titian again. Time to work harder, get some cash and have my book come out and improve all things in my life. Not just the book, but done at others.
I just needed to get this off my chest! I hope you all are doing well and making some bad ass art. Don't let the man get to ya lol.
Later
- Mood:
Joy - Listening to: Rolling Stones
- Reading: Vampire Hunter D
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